29th May.2013 Dear Diary, it’z been yet another day…and still no contact…all blank…no message…no whatz app…no facebook contact either…I checked my phone it waz 11:30 p.m. already…I saw his contact pressed the call option and within a second I cut it…but why…?? Why did I cut the call…??
Why didn’t I kept it ringing…?? Why I am thinking so much…?? And thinking for what…?? Thinking a thousand timez to contact the person I love…?? Thinking to contact the one whom I keep thinking about whole day long…?? You know diary I MISS HIM…I miss him a lot…I LOVE HIM…I love him a lot indeed…but still there is something which is restricting me…!!
After a deep thinking I realized that “SOMETHING” is nothing but my so called “EGO”…yes my ego is restricting me…yes my ego is acting as a hinderance between us…I alwayz expect him to contact me…like in my present situation we had a fight a week back and I feel it’z his mistake and he feelz it’z mine so we both stopped talking and we both are waiting and expecting eachother to contact first…!!
And itz nothing but our “EGO” which is spoiling our beautiful relation…I alwayz expect him to contact…may be coz he alwayz does or may be coz I am a bit used to it…but thatz wrong coz ultimately itz our “RELATION” that matterz the most not our “EGO”…our relation is our priority…can’t I being a girl contact him…?? Cant I sort thingz up…?? Yes I can and I did the same and u know what diary…thingz are all sort now…so alwayz remember…
"EGO SPOILZ A WONDERFUL BOND SO BETTER KEEP IT ASIDE TO KEEP YOUR RELATIONSHIP ALIVE"
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